keLciumanic™

Last day of 2007.
Doesn’t really make any difference to me actually.
It feels just like any other day.
Just that i’ve got half day.
And i don’t know where to go.
So..just stay at home i guess..how i wanted to go out.
But dunno where to go actually.

-.-

Tml will be 1st Jan 2008.
A new year.
New begining.
New resolutions.

1) Get in shape..
2) Shoot more pics !
3) Save more money.
4) The safety and healthiness of family and friends.
5) More nice things to happen instead of shit.

The rest of the nice things that happen will be bonus.

This year has been a great year.
I would say the worst year of my entire 21 years of life.
Seriously speaking..from a normal person..i became
The lowest lifeform in town..along with a few thousands
other ppl.
More bad things are happening to me instead of good.
So many..that i don’t know where to start.

Lets just hope that 2008 will be nice to me.

Tho usually i know that none of that will happen lah.
Thats just my life.
Heh.
But i don’t really give a damn lah…so anyways..

-.-

I don’t mean to nag lah..but my life’s all abt bad things and
Mostly bad things lah..so i can only nag abt it..since i got
No one to nag to or nag at..which i won’t want to either.

-.-

Anyways.
cut the crap.
Happy New Year PPL !

Signing out,
Kelcium : fuck off 2007.

Just caught half of a documentary film call
“Bowling for Columbine” on central. A film by micheal moore.
I’ve got to say its a good film..

I’ve also managed to get James Nachtwey’s documentary
Film titled “war photographer” Its a very very nice
documentary..cuz u see things that u will never tot
that still exist in the world..Its also quite an emotional
documentary..the 1st time i watched it..i was so stumped.
for a few days before i got myself back again.
i was so stumped that i basically did not talk much.
did not have mood to play. and images just flashed in my
mind.

I think i should just stick to watching more animal
Documentary instead. humans killing humans is a little
too much for me. Movies are different. Cuz u know its fake.
Its just a show.
But when it’s a documentary..u know its real.
U know that somehow..somewhere..some place and time..
Something like this is happening.
And then ur mind process things in a different way.

Signing out,
Kelcium is not that disturbed anymore.

Oh fuck !

Now then i realise 2 bad things.
1 bad..1 worse.

idiot ! why didn’t i realise it ?!
gonna be in hell loads of bullshit i foresee.

Argh ! NVM ! i give up. I don’t wanna give a damn anymore.
BOTH ISSUES !

I wonder how things will end.

*shi ma tah = oh shit ! (something like that)

DAMN ! i have no idea what to say either. stumped.

Signing out,
Kelcium’s bullshit..

Went for a jog earlier on..
And dang..half way it started raining..
Chiong ahhhh !

Felt like a car’s windshield..and the rain drops smacking
Onto my glasses.
“raindrops are falling on my head..da da da da da da da da”
[ dunno the rest le =x ]

-.-

Never run with an injury.
Never run with a stitch.
Never run with a stomach full of shit.
Never run with plenty of pee.
Never run with black clouds.

-.-

Tired sia..mop floor..then run..so lazy now.
Somemore tml work halfday.
Feel like going out after that.
I don’t know. I don’t wanna walk alone again.
I’ll be like spend like siao.
Wonder if yu would wanna join me for lunch tml.

-.-

Santana is comin to singapore !
Nah..don’t wanna go.

-.-

Feeling quite empty and a little bit fustrating today.
Managed to save France [jeanne d'arc]..
Managed to mop floor
[ohh wow..should have seen the water..coffee bean expresso?]
Managed to jog [and became chicken soup (luo tang ji).]

-.-

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Shows shows shows.
“i am legend” LOL..u should see the series i came up with.
For my friends also.
“warlords”
Some says good..some says bad.
Some says ending not good..some say not bad.
Maybe i should just wait for torrent files.

=x

Ohh wait..its illegal..opps.

Signing out,
Kelcium’s..nvm.

scream into my face 9 times.please.
Wooo.

-.-

Its really fustrating now..really really..
Please..no one comments on this post.

I know i grow up le.
U’ve said it. I know. Bro..i’m always solving ppl’s prob.
But i can’t solve my own prob.
What good does it do ?

“just take it u learned somethin n u lvl up le“

LOL..nice one ! where did that come from man !
I know..but its not abt lvl-ing up.
Its….something i dunno how to explain also.

-.-

Shows one thing.

I need to jog more to clear my mind.
I’m not gonna pray to what kitchen god [zhao shen]
toilet god..gambling god..
Its not even their business..LOL..
Don’t tell me abt allah or jesus or elephant god.
Thanks.LOL

ARGH.

Eye bags..eye bag. fuck.

Signing out,
Kelcium is fustrated. New year is comin =) Half day =)

I should most probably make my current motto
“shit you and F**k off”
To
“Don’t make your problem..my problem.”

Cuz ppl seriously is doing that.

When a problem constantly repeats itself..
Its a big big problem.
But its not my problem.
I can help..once..twice..trice..but not everytime.
I’m not god. I’m not suppose to be able to help everyone
Am i ?

But seriously speaking.
Everytime i help ppl..ya..i dumbly and gladly did.
But when i need help..usually & mostly..i can’t find any.
they just *poof*

-.-

Nvm me..i’m just making noise..thats what’s so good abt
Having a blog. U can say anything you one !
As long as it doesn’t involves criticizing or defaming of
Anyone or the government.

-.-

Like i can say : “F**K YOU KELVIN HE !”

What ?! is kelvin he gonna sue me ?!
NO.. ! of course not.
How the PLARK am i gonna sue myself ?!

-.-

sorry..i’m just bonkers..from being bored.
and plus the noises from the living room of ppl
playing marjong mahjong.

-.-

Hmm..if ven is going overseas for work..and so is dao..
Then who’s gonna drive me to prata hse and have prata
With me ?! NOOOOOOO………6mths of work..
You all come back..its kinda long leh..but its good pay lah.

-.-

I feel quite complimented.
Quite a few ppl say i shot well for sis’s ROM.
Some even asked if they could recommend me to
Their friends and families.
I would not want them to do that.
Tho how much i would love to like..earn their
Dollars and cents..i still think i’m not good enough and
I don’t really like to shoot ppl..plus all those photoshopping.

OMG. tedious.

I dunnno..but i shall consider..
When i have more courage then i’ll see if i would take
up the jobs i’m being offered.
Best thing is..they ask me to quote Pro Rate -.-

i feel so complimented.

Signing out,
Kelcium is not that good. Thats the truth.

LOL.

I got some overseas gifts.
Shows that everyone’s going to overseas.
So lucky right. I also forgot when was the last time i actually
Stepped into an aircraft. sad.

Jakata - chewing gum -.-
Thailand - T-shirt
??? - Wallet.
Hokaido - Chocolates and some other stuffs.
Aussie - Book and sweets.

LOL.. i think by the time i have time to go for
Back packing..considering all the weather season and stuff.
It’ll mostly be like..early 2010..before CNY.
And be back just in time for CNY.
Foresight! Foresight! Plan ahead ! Plan ahead !

Dang..just hope got enough money left.

-.-

I know..its a little blur..but i just liked the “feel” of
this picture.

Signing out,
Kelcium wanna travel..A LOT !

Met up with yam. ven. hui.
Dao wasn’t able to come..sad..

Oh man..i’m gonna be like..fat lah..wtf..
Eat and eat..had ba chor mee just now..
WOW..One Dai Fu…..

From 10pm..all the way to 130am..
Lucky i dun have to work tml..unlike..Ven.. =(
Have to work still send me home..thanks bro.. !

I’m feeling all refreshed now..
Thanks to the tea session with the guys.
Its been sometime since i’ve seen u guys..
Nervous/sad/fear/anger no more.

Its a sat ! Its finally the weekends !
But i don’t have any thing planned out..
What to do..

sad.

Signing out,
kelcium always have no plans for weekends.. tsk.

Today is such an irritating irritating day for me.

Everything that happened was bad !

A little of my lunch ended up on the floor.

Had hard time looking for some equipment misplace
By some ppl..

Supervisor got into serious trouble..
Real serious that might even cause him to get charge.
Some breach in security..haizz..this might just end our
Good days ahead..
Was suppose to go off at late 4pm..but he called and
I had to stay to help him with report writing to submit
To higher authorities..then i was at the bus stop at..
545..then bus JUST went off…..oh great.
Then 15 mins later..2nd bus came..it didn’t stop..
It was full. another 15mins went by..and finally i was able to
get on a bus. TA DA.. ! it was 615..and ya..it wasn’t a direct
Bus..i have to alight at one stop and change bus.
So i reached home at abt 645.
YAY ! so late how to go for a RUN ?!

Feel so irritated now.

Now can i say the work already ?

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fuck.

-.-

Signing out,
Kelcium is ok…he’s fine..alls well.